Should I smile because you are my friend? Or cry because that's all we'll ever be?
Aissshh,, got another reason kung bakit ako super sad kagabi. Ang galing nga ee. Kahit ngayon lang yung actual, kagabi ko pa na-feel.. ;)) Ayos diba??
Dumadamoves na rin kasi si girl, and I think, nale-left behind na ako. All I can do is to accept na talo ako. Ok. Quiet na lang ako, para hindi na rin mag-cause ng kahit anong usapang about dito. Mejo ayon, nakakaramdam na naman ako ng heartbreak, pero gusto ko ng masanay. Yan kasi problema sakin ee, hindi ako masanay-sanay. Pero sa ibang bagay, nasasanay agad ako.
There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not. I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because every time I do, the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you hurts me even more..
Lalo tuloy akong nawalan ng gana. Hindi na nga ako makatulog kagabi, mawawalan pa ako ng gana. So "sakit" ang bagsak ko nito. XD Buhay nga naman oh, masyado akong binibigyan ng thrill ee. Paasa! :) Dahil si blog ang best friend ko, sa kanya ako naglalabas ng feelings ko, kaya love ko si blog ee.. Hindi nea ako iniiwan XD *drama* Pero anyway. Kelan kaya matatapos 'to noh.?? Antagal ko pa man din bago maka-move on. Meron pa nga, kahit inaasar nea ako dun sa dati kong crush, ngumingiti na lang ako sa txt for example. Pero deep inside, mejo nasasaktan ako kasi nakuha niya pa akong asarin sa iba, pero siya naman yung gusto ko.
Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he'll never look back.
What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?
Mas matagal na "sila" kesa "samin". And tanggap ko yun, pero syempre, as a girl, naiintindihan ko bawat galaw ng isang babae. Kaya nga ako nagseselos di ba? Kaya nga ako nasasaktan. Kasi alam ko yung meaning ng bawat galaw ni "girl".
I keep silent even when I'm screaming inside because the things that drive me crazy, I have no choice but to hide.
Yeah, tama pa nga yon. Wala akong choice kundi itago. Wala rin naman kasing patutunguhan ee. And iyon ang masakit dun XD. Nakiki-ride na lang ako. Walang magawa ee. >.<
I wanna die, I wanna bleed, I wanna cry but all I can do is just keep walking with a smile on my face and pretend the scars aren't really there. Sometimes all you can do is smile, move on with your day, hold back the tears and pretend that you're okay. Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can't see the pain someone feels.
Harsh words hurt feelings. But SILENCE breaks hearts.
Tired of trying, sick of crying. Yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. Knowing I can't have you is the thing that hurts the most.
